Yesterday was my birthday, and unlike the partying that I usually do, this year was about self reflection. I think it really hit me when my friends were giving me a bad time about being a quarter of a century old now. It really made me stop to think and it dawned on me that I have probably lived just under a third of my life. Looking back, I have very few regrets. Looking forward, I'm very excited for what the future will bring.

In looking back to where I was a year ago compared to where I am today I was amazed. I can not beleive how much things in my life have changed for the best over the past year. When I think back a year ago, it seems like a lot more time has passed and I am shocked at what I have accomplished. Even the changes over the past six months - it's really amazing. Looking back to two years ago, omg... I can't even begin.

There are so many goals we all set for ourselves, but how many of us really live up to them. I know for me, it's just been the past seven months or so that I have really figured out who I am and what it is I want. In some ways, while I have been successful, I feel I was "going through the motions". Moving to Bozeman really changed my perspective on life, and I think I really needed the change. Shit... a year ago, I was so unhappy and the worst part is I didn't know it. Looking back further, even more unhappy. Since I have decided to take my life seriously, I will never go back.

I wake up every morning now, look out at the Bridgers and realize that I am for the first time in my life happy. I don't have any drama weighting me down, or people nagging me or giving me a shitty time. Those people I've cut out of my life, replacing them with people who respect and support me. I look at my circle of friends and I know I would not be here without them, and I am grateful to have them in my life. One of the most important lessons I have learned since coming to Bozeman is "no worries" or "don't stress dood" - fuck... what a hard lesson to learn. For those that know, I used to be one up tight, stressed out guy.

Anyways, thanks friends... you are greatly appreciated! Now, let's go celebrate! =)